August 9th, 2006 by maidyrose
i moved!!!
i won’t be blogging here no more.
let me know if you’re interested to know where i’ve moved okaaaaay?
for some reasons which i’d rather not say i don’t want to post here the link to my new blog.
ta ta!
August 6th, 2006 by maidyrose
the strut of pride
when heading home in the light of day after a wild
night of celebrating, don’t sneak or cower-feel your bad girl power!
The walk of shame is for good girls (no pun intended haha). a genuine
bad girl does the strut of pride on the morning after. wherever you end
up the next day, know that you’ve lived , celebrated your life, and had
a good ole bad girl time. with the right attitude, you can turn the
strut of pride into your own private party.
…
you can play now or play later. but why wait to celebrate? good girls
believe in the after life, bad girls believe in the PARTY Life- that
divine state of being devoted to celebrating fun, your friends,
yourself & the life you have here and now. No matter who you are or
how you like to celebrate, the Party Life is where you shine.
every enlightened bad girl glitters in the Party Life, sparkling with
confidence as everything comes together in perfect social order. you
know the feeling. you’re hanging with your friends. you’re feeling
relaxed, smart , funny, & a little full of yourself. you’re in the
moment & in the your groove, wearing something bad & saying
something "badder." then, when life couldnt possibly get any better,
your favorite song comes on. suddenly, you’re filled with the party
life force! You start shakin’ your booty. you feel the love around you.
you see your bad girl aura shining bright above the crowd. you’ve found
bliss in the party life- your party nirvana. imagine feeling that vibe
all the time…
living the Party life is not just about going
to parties. it’s about celebrating yourself, your life, &
everything around you- even some of the less-than-perfect things. when
you step into the Party Life, the harsh lights dim, your mood
brightens, and your perspective changes. suddenly, you hear the music
in the honking horns, you see the confetti in the chaos, you feel the
pleasure in the pain. you realize that you are the bad-girl belle of
your ball, the shooting star of your show, & the party mojo
mistress. its your life- you get to make the guest list, name the
theme, and select your costume.
when your living the Party
Life, you’re living the feeling good life, choosing to celebrate
whatever makes you feel good. Celebrate your hair, your butt, your
laugh, your eyes. Celebrate your imagination, your smile, your shoes,
your thighs. Celebrate your past, your present & your future
mistakes. Celebrate yor weirdest behavior and your strangest fantasies.
Celebrate your personal power to choose-your friends, your job, your
food, your mood, your fun.
Celebrate your freedom to be the bad girl of your wildest dreams!
Xx,
M
August 6th, 2006 by maidyrose
the deeper and greater love is having to say "i love you inspite of.."
love isn’t when u can’t sleep.. it’s when u want to keep ur eyes open;
love isn’t when u keep holding on.. it’s when u let go;
love isn’t when u kill urself with jealousy.. it’s when u understand;
love isn’t when u fall for someone.. it’s when you catch that person when she falls;
love isn’t when u see her everywhere.. it’s when u close ur eyes and she’s still there;
love isn’t when u tell her what u feel.. it’s when u give everything for her sake;
and love isn’t when u think u’re blind.. it’s when u know she’s wrong but u didn’t mind!
Men are haunted by the
vastness of eternity. And some asks:
Will our actions echo across the centuries?
Will strangers hear our names long after we are gone, and wonder who we are, how bravely we fought, how fiercely we loved?
July 28th, 2006 by maidyrose
the real meaning of commitment
as writen by a certain man named John Alanis
(note that he is speaking to men here)
What most guys want with women is the same. overwhelmingly, most guys truly want a commited, lasting relationship.
when you’re younger (late teen’s through mid-20’s), i think it’s a good idea to date lots of different women so you’ll know what you want and don’t want when it comes to a lasting relationship.
But when you get older, what was fun during that period is no longer as fun, and most men begin to look for something more. But if you want to have something more, you still need to know how to create attraction AND, just as importantly, you need to understand what a commitment really is.
Most men, I think, don’t really understand what commitment means. Many think because they love (or think they love a woman) or she makes them feel really good that they’re ready for a "commitment," and that all it means is you see each other and no one else, and profess your "commitment" to each other.
What’s left out is the responsibility that a real commitment brings. It’s my opinion that, as a man, when you make a commitment to a woman, that you take on the responsibility for her well being.
That does not, of course, absolve her of taking care of herself, but it does make you responsible for actively creating the conditions over the long term where she feels happy, loved, protected, and attraction.
What that means is this: you, as a man, have to actively devote time, energy and effort over the long haul to creating and maintaining an environment that leads to success in the relationship, and you have to take the lead in doing so. In other words, not only do you have to work, you have to joyfully embrace the work–and that’s where a lot of men (especially in this day and age of entitlement) go wrong in their relationships: they’re not willing to work, not willing to accept that fact that work is required. But what they miss out on is the accomplishment and achievement the work brings, plus something that is pretty dang rare today: a happy, healthy and growing relationship.
And that is something every man should strive to achieve.
July 21st, 2006 by maidyrose
with Max i loved..
So much so that sometimes, it’s as if a fist is wrapped
around my insides – around my heart – and that his unhappiness, or his delight could cause the fist to squeeze.
i can feel how much i love him. complete and utterly fixated love..
July 11th, 2006 by maidyrose
"Things
don’t go wrong and break your heart so you can become bitter and give
up. They happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all
that you were intended to be"
July 11th, 2006 by maidyrose
A rose is not a rose unless it is bound by thorns. Funny how real
beauty is beset by a road of difficulties. Ironic how the more you are
hurt the better defined you are and the less you pain the less you have
lived. We are defined and made unique from each other by the problems
we carry and ultimately conquer. When you fall, get up and get back on,
that is how you finish the race we call life.
July 11th, 2006 by maidyrose
I am no longer that girl.
I am no longer rooted in the wreckage of what was once my heart.
I am no longer trapped amongst the shards of my broken soul
As careless nameless people throw their pain up against me.
Once upon a time…
This place was beautiful
Now littered with the debris of all who came, saw, & conquered.
So let me sit in the shambles of what this was no more
Remembering its beauty of long ago and staring at its ugliness today.
I am no longer that girl.
This is no longer my sanctuary
Though it stands to remind me that
ALL changes.
That even with an ugly past
I am beautiful.
I am no longer that little girl.
Let me be the woman I have become.
July 11th, 2006 by maidyrose
Lord and Savior,
You paid the price so high
To save the life, the soul, of Your love.
You endured condemnation so that, in You, Your love would face none.
You, who never sinned, died bloodied on a cross of sin and shame,
so Your love, once full of sin, could stand blameless before You.
And what love could be so heartless as to turn away time
and again from all you did for Your love?
I am Your love,
and I love you, my Lord
yet time and again I turn from You.
I am so sorry, my love!
One more time you forgive,
washing me clean,
reestablishing my purity, so undeserved,
looking on me with Love,
forgetting my sin,
restoring me to be
Your beloved,
The delight of your eyes.
